Monday, March 14, 2016

Shouting im all good! as i fall down the hill :(

Hello guys..

2016 started bad for me.. and is still bad.. im not sure of what should i do now.. *sigh.. im now at home try to finish my fyp (final year project) aka my thesis to graduate this year.. duh.. can you please advise me on how can i live my life right now?

last thursday i went home from labuan.. GUESS WHAT? i soaked my phone in toilet bowl.. ACCIDENTALLY! what the f *sigh now what to do? better yet my laptop now broke anddd i have to bear with no phone no laptop.. luckily im at home now and everything is high tech nowadays. i still not got my internship placement yet so yeah.. hope after this they respond la ya.. please lah.. nda kan aku mau intern dekat kedai murti sana.. jual air aiskrim ais semua uwaaaa mamaaaa ples help me

and now, i cant continue my so call thesis because i have no eviews to run the data. what the heck i try to download and what i downloaded was just virusessssssss.. and it kinda lag my pc so the hell with this viruses fak ya all. and ive been searching for eviews for days and i hope this one that im currently download could do all the work. please.

 i know.. i know that i shouldnt be sighed with my life now cause all this is just a phase in life yeah.. but.. i could endure it? i hope so cause i think Allah has put my life in wonderful these few years and all the tests sudden came and testing me so yeah.. i should just go through it.. if this ended in a such beautiful way so why not i just put it nicely and endure it till the end right?

Sara and i believe this will be end in a beautiful way so bismilahirahmanirahim to my new journey of 2016. I hope things will work out soon even if it is not the way i plan it. eh sudden positive la pula hahaha nice bella keep it up! no lah, i just imagine if this year i can further my master in UK. why not kan? it has been my dreams since im a student to pursue study in abroad. i want to playy snowssss heheh.. yeah, master in UK please!!!!

so, i think i will be back in Labuan by sunday.. cause i need to submit my fyp by next monday.. what to do lah.. haihhh and dont forget i need to complete my slides as well.. presentation oh crap yes i need to think about my attire. aduiii what kind of attire i need to wear ah i mean baju bah ndakan i want to pakai baju officewear kan.. im thinking of wearing dress like officewear dress like the one gf harvey gf mike in suit pakai tu bah.. or like jessica pearson tu pakai but i think it will go away from the definition of fyp formal attire. huehuehue,,..

so what else? hmm later if there is something i wanna say i'll just update this entry okay. heuehue

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

Small Update

Hello everyone..

Im not supposed to be here, but.. oh well sometimes we need break from all those things kan. So here i am typing and type...

Im in love Big Bang. Not to mention i have always loved them since forever but yeah i love them more right now. I dont know but maybe because they are getting hotter year by year.. Yeahhhh especially my love boyfriend TOP, SeungRi, Tae Yang and Dae Sung. Duhhhh please lah..

Moving on to my final semester.. there is alot of student that has gotten their Internships already.. oh please ya Allah please let them respond positively on my application tuhhh.. please lahh.. at least 1 pun yang respon pun okay suda tuh.. it is 2nd week of my semester aaaannd guess what? EVERYTHING ARE ADVANCING!  I mean like, yeah its the second week not the week 13 so chill lah. Everything needed to due this day la tomorrow lah lusa lah deiiiii too much work. Like Lol lecturers cant you just give me space i need to do alot of things lah. Not to mention, i havent started off my FYP yet okayyyy. Not yet okayyyy. Boo. and also of course i havent pay my school fees he he he.. Later lah ah me right now berhutang dulu.

So, in the first week i am so unlucky huehuehue. My laptop broke out again booooo but its okay right now. and my lips ballooned out of sudden and you think???? Im going to class with face mask ON!!!haahhaha everyone were like eh why ah whats with the face mask? and of course my nose is also suddenly ballooned but luckily its hard to notice right now. Even still, my nose is swollen. hu hu hu

Ive sent my resume to some of the organization so please some of you please lah respond k. Amiiin im in need of internship placement right now so please......................

what else? I guess i'll see ya in a long time since i have so MANY works to do right now. besok pagi lagi kena cuci kain sobssobss..

Till then, Bye.