Friday, December 27, 2013

Hey classmate

Hey classmates.
I think im one of the luckiest lady in the world. I managed to pursue study with my beloved classmate. Not the same programme though but we stayed in the same hostel. Her rooms was just right above mine. Its good to have someone you know from the beginning with you.
Never thought we'll be destined together in this duty free island, but its just feels so good to have her. To my beloved darls, we'll intersect at the point where we achieved our great dreams. You know im talking about you darla.
I miss creating my own imaginations with my darlas. Arguing over certain facts, supplied each other some voluptuous stories. What a great journey I had.
Just as usual, we express our feelings together. Of all the craps and hardships in our lives. We reminisce everything, had a good laugh though.
Hey classmate, you still remember our seat? Our small class? Our own so-call locker? Our own so call pantry? Our own so call playgrounds? Our own so call "VVIP lounge"? I miss all that.
I am so lucky to have you all as my classmate. Thanks for making me smile, though im on my deathbed some day.
You guys were absolutely awesome. Nope, WE are awesome.
Oh and, Happy new year.

Monday, December 23, 2013

Last of everyone else

Finals. Finals. Finals.

No need to boast over our finals, we're having it twice a year. Enough with all that shitty crap you posted online stating that you were "actually" studying around staying around in library. People couldnt care more.

I loved reminiscing the past. Don't ya? It carved a smile upon my lips and a glimpse of joy in my mind. I began to thought that I was a complete fool a some time ago. Do you get an easy sleep everynight? I lay down as im begin to think whats holding for me tomorrow? What is being kept away in the hideout? I need to cultivate my courage so that I can lift my hands and open the door one by one.

That is why, when someone is in a truly pain and grief.. advise em to reminisce their glorious past.. It wakes them up, it makes them happy.

Perhaps the universe just want to see how far I can bend until I break. Perhaps the universe just want to see how will I do being the last man standing? Sure everyone was brought down to their knees, and was dragged beyond the point of breaking. But alas? They stand still stay on their ground. Just don't count me out yet. You shall stay entertained and surprised until the very end of the show.

I'll sow more courage afterwards. And try to limits on those hopes. Cause in the end, we'll learn to love the facts rather than to love the hopes. Don't lean on those hopes yet, cause whats shining, doesn't always sunny. And whats cloudy, doesn't always rain.

Mate, don't underestimate people. It shows the level of stupidity you had in you and reveal more of your future steps. It such a fun game to play seeing someone who had me underestimate, comes to much more concern and amazed when i tirelessly brought their expectation to infinity. Cause the one who being played, is you mate. Not me. Now that i dragged along those expectation to infinity must have cause you a severe mind blur. That time you would know, who am i and who are you to me.

Simple, I think I have an irresistible imagination. With me on top of above you, and needless to say your whereabouts.

Saturday, December 14, 2013

The familiar road

Homo sapiens, I wish you a peaceful and harmonious lives as ever.

The cold weather has in. It was raining lightly and heavily these days. Its hard for us to dry the clothes. Need to excel in guessing how will the weather going on. It was too unpredictable. I am so eager to update this junk. and here I am, dismissing my books curling up with the blanket on my bed typing as it goes....

So you can guess, finals been around the corner. You can spot by in campus students hardly scanning the books, practicing the answer and even having small fight about whatever crap they leaning on to obtain higher grades. And me? needless to type.

It was such a life turning point since late august. My heart was pierced by cupid, and I let it be. Though I know how it feels like to have hope crushed down to my spine.. I let I have it until some quite time. I own the time where I have to wake up early, doing homework's and finally I tastes that kind of life. moreover, i was engaged with that kind of life for quite some time.

People say, I am too mysterious. I am too full with secrets. The fact that im hardly speak is the only proof my life is filled with adventure.

It is not that interesting when reminiscing your past life. Frankly, I am scared if i could ever failed their hope miserably. It touches you down to earth as ever if you doesn't even succeed at the first attempt. I made promises, promises that been brought to another world. I need to excel on that promise, i need to realise it.

Some after time, home is where your heart is. Life can be so harsh and mean, but lord hides it away from me. Cause He knows im still collecting the strength from all events to face the real life aftermath. My life was just still in front of those papers, papers full of words to understand by......

Taking the road less travelled by, would you?